`+ I don't know how it happen but i made another close friend recently. Two days ago to be exact! I'm talking about Tiffny! Before her, i'm close to ( and still are ) Irene. Now we three quite close! Always together-gether! Haha! They're both my Gal Frienz! Charlie's Angels? Yeah, i guess we could use that. It's better than ' The Three Musketeers'! We're going to Somerset this Thursday! HMV will be our first stop! That's actually the reason i want to go Somerset! I was the one who suggested that we go Somerset. Why? I want to go out!! Go window shop!! Buy whatever that catches my attention !! It's been such a long time since i last do all these! I've not gone anywhere except for my hometown these past few weeks. Very boring! I deserve some fun! `+


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+` Miss Sakinah is indeed very special to us in our eyes. 'O' levels was the time we faced an ultimate stress and pressure. Yes, she gave us a lot of worksheets to do, but we know it's for the better. For everything would be worthwhile in the end. All for our own good, for us to be prepared for the Big Day. And we're glad to have her as our science teacher. We really am. `+

+` Other students might have many complains about her. Gave many homeworks, scolding for nothing etc. All we can say is we feel sorry for them. We should appreciate what we have and look at things in a more positive way. All her scoldings are for something, to wake us up from our dreamland. She scolds not because she hates us, but because she cared for us, it's all for our own good. What students think of her doesn't affects her for guiding her students are far more important. Teachers actually faced a lot more pressure than us. They're holding on because they want their students to have a brighter future. Everything that they sacrificed would not go down the drain. And Miss Sakinah is one of them. `+

+` We're really lucky to have Miss Sakinah as our teacher. She put in a lot of effort in guiding us, ensuring that we understand her lesson by doing revisions. Miss Sakinah never gives up on her students on first judgement. If we were in her shoes, we probably would have given up especially on a minority who just refuses to study. And we admire her for that, for her perseverance. Lastly, we really appreciate what you've done for us during our critical moments. We thanked you for your time, your effort and your love. You've been a very important person deep down in our heart.And you would always be in our mind.`+

- - Hanisah ( Sec 4E4, 2004 ) - -

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+` It's normal to have a crush. That special heartfelt feelings which is just impossible to describe to anyone. One may think they're insane having those weird feelings. It's not as strong as what love is because that is not what a crush actually meant. A Crush is not Love, Vice-Versa. Let me tell the difference, right here on this blog. Hopefully those teens out there at least know the meanings of these. `+

+` Love is a deep yet treasured feeling one could have. Love is something permanent. Those in love would always think of their significant other. Those feeling would never go away. Even if there is a need to wash those feelings away, it would not be until a longer period of time. And trust me, to forget someone you love is such a difficult task to accomplish. For it would be such a torture, enduring such tremendous pain. `+

+` Losing someone you love is like losing a piece of your heart. Forced to throw a piece of you, for your love one have had been a part of you, a part of who you are right now. And Losing A piece of you is a hard fact to accept for it will never ever be the same, not anymore. Till then, everything around you would change. You would never feel the same no more. All you feel is nothing but loneliness and emptiness. Your heart would be in deep pain For you had just Lost A Piece Of You, the most special treasure you could ever find `+

+` Well, that is my definition of love. I can't guarantee though if that really showed the meaning of what love is. This is only my views about love, and what i feel about it. For all i know, love may have different meanings. Yet again, Love is such a special feeling that you don't need words to express that wondeful feeling. It can be express through those deep,soulful eyes of yours. Even I have yet to experience what love is, hopefully the one that begins with a happy ending. Stepping into Marriage Life is not ending that relationship, you've just taken one step ahead. It's always a beginning, never say a relationship ends with marriage, for it's only a beginning. Yes, only a beginning. `+

+` I probably have no right to write about love for i've yet to fall in love. But that's my own description of what love probably is about. I believe there's more to it than what i've seen, what i've heard. It probably won't be easy for, not all love are smooth sailing, that i know. Love is like a rose. There would be happy days ahead, but at the same time, those days are filled with thorns. In conclusion, Love is about hardship, obstacles that a couple have to face together with stride. If not, the love you shared would be meaningless. For you would never undertsand the meaning of hardship that one have to struggle. `+

+` I may have never experience love, but i did experienced several crushes before. I'm sixteen, and yes i do understand what crush acually meant. A crush is indeed a wonderful feeling, but it definitely won't last long. How hard you try to be faithful to that one special person, that feeling would be washed away someday. When you wake up, that special feeling you once had, would be gone. Just like that. Gone in a split second without you realising. +`

+` And it's easy to forget your crush if you want to. You wouldn't be that heartbroken, in such tremendous pain to forget a crush. It's never that hard to forget. For crush would never ever be the same of that of love. It never will be. One tip to forget a crush is to say you hate that crush of yours several times, in your head, in your mind, everywhere, anywhere would do. And that worked for me, wouldn't be a problem for others. Do try it. It would probably work for you, hopefully. If you can forget within a few days, then that is a crush. `+

+` And if after several weeks, months, you still can't forget that person. Then you had mistook that special feeling for a crush, when it's actually love. For love is a deep feeling where no words are necessary to describe it. So it's important to differentiate between a crush and love. So once you realise you're actually in love, and not some mutual feeling or infatuation, then please don't doubt that feeling. For everyone deserves a chance to love and to be loved. `+

+`Haneysa Journalist`+

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Mrs Sng, the current Principal Of ESSS, is the worst Principal EvEr! Had this sudden inspiration to write ' something ' about her after I read a Testi Regarding HeR. At Friendster, of course. I'll have to agree with other fellow East Springians though. She only look at the academic side of those students, the rest is not that important.

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I feel that she only look at the academic aspect, she forgets to look at the other aspects of the students as well. I mean she's stressing the students by her
'HiGh' expectations. It's more than enough, Don't you think? She wants ESSS to be a high standard school, to become popular with good grades. But is she doing it for the students future or just for the benefit of the school? I don't really know the answer to that but i really hope it's the latter. For if all the long blabberings of her just for the sake of the school standard, then she is not worthy to even become a principal, let alone a students' leader.

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Sometimes I feel she's a very cold person, but I guess God knows better. So I won't touch on that topic. But one thing i know, she's not friendly with her students. I think a principal should not act as a principal but as a friend to his/her students. That strategy works, that's what happened to Mr Yong. Even though he scolds, he's being sincere. He treats his students as his friends. He SmiLeS, He LauGhS, He'S CaRiNg, He's A UnIqUe StaR. And the list goes on, Mr Yong is the best ever principal i ever had! The New Principal is an Ant compared to him. She won't be as the same standard as Mr Yong. Never, Ever. That Day will only be a reality if she treat her students like her friends, her family.

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~`~ Clay Aiken Is UniQue In His OwN WaY ~`~

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+` ClaY AiKeN AuToBioGrApHy `+

"~" Looks like we spent most of our time in the Library! It was so cooling, the environment just fits in! Read Clay Aiken's autobiography! He had gone through so much that i felt like crying! Yes, I do like Clay Aiken! He is very special in his own way. He has the X-Factor. You know what i mean? He has something so unique that nobody else have! And most importantly, he is just being Clay Aiken, the man who he is. "~"

"~" The only American singer i've heard that doesn't drink or smoke! Keep it up, Aiken! Hehe! I support him but i hadn't had the chance to buy his album! I know it was so long time ago but one day i will have his album. I just need the money and probably the right time to purchase that album! To sum up, he has a charisma that breathes our hearts away! "~"

"~" If i have to choose either Clay Aiken or Anthony Fedorov, I have to say Clay Aiken. For I know, Clay had gone through more pain than Anthony does. And Clay is more sincere in his singing in his own perfect way. The fact that he accepts himself as being different in a positive way is surely more touching. Ya, i prefer Clay to Anthony. Clay has the voice, one that is so different from others. That's what being in the music industry for, being different. He sings not because it's his job or his passion for music. He sings for others, that by singing, would wash their pain away. That is Clay Aiken. "~"

" ~ " If the price for Clay's autobiogarphy is within my budget, i probably will buy. I know i've read his autobio. from the library. But it's always great to have my own copy! What can i say? I'm so into books! They're my passion, my love! Just can't live without books! Especially autobiographies about pop sensation ( only some are worth buying! ) ... It's really fun to read other people's experience about life. From there, you can feel their pain, their suffering and their anger. " ~ "

+` EnD oF ClAy AiKeN sTorY ` +

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+ + I posted this at Mi Personal Blog. But this topic is very special to me so i posted here too. This is more to being a Journalist, Kinda. This is the writer in me. So Enjoy! + +


~`~ I know i wrote some crap about letting go of the past. But now do i realise, I can't. It's harder than i thought it would be. 7 months since I graduated Secondary School. Time really passes by real fast. Yes, i was moving on, oblivious of the past. I could only see my present, my future. I hadn't thought of the past since i stepped in TP ( Temasek Poly ) . I had actually forgotten of the times when I was in Secondary School. Precious memories wandering through my mind right now. ~`~

~`~ All the wonderful teachers that I had, they were a part of me, forever will. Their names i would never forget. I understand if they would not remember me, too many students to count. That i know, and i truly understand. They were my guiding light during the 'O' level period. ~`~

~`~ The moment where i undergo an ultimate stress. But the existence of my beloved teachers kept me strong thus my will to strive. They were the ones that kept encouraging us, not to give up half way. To think we take granted for the uncountable things they had done for us. For one, i know, I did not. ~`~

~`~ Teachers are wonderful beings, lending a hand to students in need. Teachers guide us students so as to have a brighter future. Everything they say or done, is nothing but for our own good. I really regret not able to thank them so personally when i had the chance. So in this blog, to all the teachers out there, from ESSS .... A GreaT ThanK YoU!!!! ~`~

``` My PeRsOnAl ThAnKs ..... ````

::: Physics Teacher ::: Ms Sakinah :::
+ + I know she got sick and tired of 4E4 students!! Coz we keep failing the subject! I was guilty too but i put in effort! But she never give up on us, she tried and tried until the moment came to an end. I admire her perseverence she had and respected her for that. The best Physics Teacher, Mr Khan had to come in second! + +

::: Eng/ Sec 4 Form Teacher ::: Ms Tahiyah :::
+ + She teaches us English with that monotone voice of hers, made us feel so sleepy! But actually, if you focus on what a teacher is teaching, you won't feel sleepy at all. And that's what i did, i just concentrate and listen. Paying my full attention to the current subject. Nevertheless, she's a very caring and concern form teacher. I don't care what my ex-classmates have to say, that she's the most lousy teacher in the world. In my eyes, she's not! In fact, she's my best English Teacher i ever had. I was weak in English, but because of her help, i managed to get a 3 for my ' O ' level English! I never had a B3 for my English! Only in Sec 4, my English starts improving, for the better. + +

::: Sec 3 Art Teacher ::: Mr Mazlan Mohammed:::
+ + the best art teacher one could ever have, Trust Me!! He's pursuing his degree in Australia right now. The greatest Art teacher i had!! + +


::: MT LanG Teacher ::: Mr YusoF Baijuri :::
+ + My FaV Malay Teacher!! He taught me for 3 years. By the way he teach, you can tell that he's very experienced in this aspect. He had been in the teaching industry for ... 30 years perhaps? He taught my aunties ( cik aya, cik da ? ) and my mom! But i never told him that my aunties WeRe His StuDeNtS. Why? Well, i was never that brave. He would probably not remember them anyway. It's more than 20 years, for Heaven's sake! But yeah, he's the Best ! + +

::: Chem Teacher ::: Mr Muhammad Azman :::
+ + This guy is funny, sometimes he cracks lame jokes but laughed at himself. He's never had the ego to cover for his shame acts/ jokes. He's just being the man he is, and not the teacher. One thing for sure, he's not a hypocrite. He does thing sincerely, one could tell he's very sincere. But when he's into serious teaching, he's a total different person. He became so focus on the subject, so serious. But of course, he do crack jokes once in a while. + +

::: Math Teacher ::: Mdm Tay!! :::
+ + Oh, she's my favourite Math Teacher ever! Most importantly, she's so cute! With that pout of hers, that one of a kind smile of hers, breathe our hearts away! She teaches Math wonderfully! But 4E4s kept faling her Math! It's totally not her fault for she's done everything she could! And with her guiding, i managed to get a 4 for my math. Before, i used to fail my Maths, EvErY TiMe! I even failed My Prelim Maths, thank god, i buck up before all is too late + +

::: Sec 3 Physics Teacher ::: Mr Basheer Khan :::
+ + He like to tell ghost stories which i really loathe! When he teachs, he like to use the BoArD and his original zig zag line of his. Got iritated by that! He's a good Phy teacher, but he loses to Ms Sakinah. I don't know but i understand Ms Sakinah's teaching more than his. His teaching is more complicated while Ms Sakinah is simpler, easier and elaborate. Perhaps she's a female, i feel more comfortable than Mr Khan ? That's one of the reason, i think + +

~`~ I really miss the Secondary Life i Had. Life is about experiencing newer things. Moving on is Harder Than I expect them to. I miss my teachers and i miss my best Friends! Sok Miang, my very best friend, will our friendship turn into a different angle? Somehow, that fear is there. Fear of losing my best friend. I can't help but jealousy is what i feel right now. Jealous of the new friends she made. I know the possibility of her making a new best friend. I should understand in that aspect. I'm not being selfish, but i fear of losing a truly great friend - - My BeSt FrIeN - - ~ ` ~

~`~ I know that things would not remain the same. We could not see each other as often as before. And this change, is real hard to accept. Sometimes, it'll bring tears to my eyes. Call me emotional or whatever, but you will only understand when it's your turn! It's just not the same when you step into Poly ~`~

~`~ Why do i fear? I did lose my Primary Sch best friend, we've not seen each other for like 4 years ? But Sok Miang is different, she seems like an introvert but is the opposite. That's why we click. She's my best Friend AnD .... I don't want to lose a very special friend !!!! ~`~

+` Growing Up Is A Hard Thing To Do `+

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